Saturday, September 23, 2017
240917
总是告诉自己
想多了就难过了 看多了就难过了
她说 “珍惜”
原来 你不
她说 ”你会“
我想 真的会
看着你 总是害怕失去你
心里总是在想 这个男人 我真的好爱
at the same time
it hurts me more
the one i love the most hurt me most
u know everything but u still do nothing
i never ask much
i just wanted your attention
she is right
u used to have me and knew that i wont leave
but baby
i would leave one day
so please dont made me tired
please
Friday, September 8, 2017
080917
it's been a long time
since last time i cannot
in fact , there are a lot of times i cannot handle it
but i forgot here
somewhere i can release myself
it's been so hard for me lately
oh ya , i had a boyfriend
but things don't get well
i mean me myself
yes it is at the beginning
but slowly , time comes
it doesn't same as how it used to be
action is far difference with promised
i compromised i was tired ,
i cared i hurt
i learned i shouldnt care
ya i shouldn't
if i did , i wont get any comfort
cause he just wont
the only thing i get is disappointment and disappointment
so better i shut off everything
i know it wasnt a good thing
but i got no choice but a lot of compromised
and so on
i never ask for anything
but i got nothing at last also
seriously
got zero/
it's okay
i gonna do how i did last time
slowly and slowly
since last time i cannot
in fact , there are a lot of times i cannot handle it
but i forgot here
somewhere i can release myself
it's been so hard for me lately
oh ya , i had a boyfriend
but things don't get well
i mean me myself
yes it is at the beginning
but slowly , time comes
it doesn't same as how it used to be
action is far difference with promised
i compromised i was tired ,
i cared i hurt
i learned i shouldnt care
ya i shouldn't
if i did , i wont get any comfort
cause he just wont
the only thing i get is disappointment and disappointment
so better i shut off everything
i know it wasnt a good thing
but i got no choice but a lot of compromised
and so on
i never ask for anything
but i got nothing at last also
seriously
got zero/
it's okay
i gonna do how i did last time
slowly and slowly
Tuesday, June 6, 2017
Saturday, June 3, 2017
030617
it's been awhile since last time i was here
yes x i was kind of fucked up my life
and i still enjoyed it
how sucks i am
i wasn't dare to tell
running away from everything
messed all up my studies
unmotivated af
what am i doing with my life
NO IDEA
yes x i was kind of fucked up my life
and i still enjoyed it
how sucks i am
i wasn't dare to tell
running away from everything
messed all up my studies
unmotivated af
what am i doing with my life
NO IDEA
Monday, May 1, 2017
020517
cared too much
too much is too much
blame myself for everything
i made myself fall
and i gonna pull myself out
ONLY FOOLS FALL
I AM FOOL
too much is too much
blame myself for everything
i made myself fall
and i gonna pull myself out
ONLY FOOLS FALL
I AM FOOL
Monday, April 24, 2017
240417
i feel lost abit
i want to back on track
back on study mode
back on hard mode
i hate myself doing nothing
being unproductive is so not me
and i hate this feeling
not having self-confidence
feeling sucks , seriously
i gonna find the old me back
and no one can stop me from that
yes , it might be a lil bit late for that
but
at least i started now
ya i mean now
not gonna relaxing myself
pushing you please rou
as harder as u can
i want to back on track
back on study mode
back on hard mode
i hate myself doing nothing
being unproductive is so not me
and i hate this feeling
not having self-confidence
feeling sucks , seriously
i gonna find the old me back
and no one can stop me from that
yes , it might be a lil bit late for that
but
at least i started now
ya i mean now
not gonna relaxing myself
pushing you please rou
as harder as u can
Sunday, April 16, 2017
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