150217

today gonna be the last day
last day , seriously last day

last day loving u

150217

i like u
no
i can even say i love u
but i cant love u at all
not all
i should have know that it will always be her
i just never thought that u will choose her over me
me stupid enough
me thought that u care about me
i believe u were
i believe everything u told me
everything is truth at that moment
not now , just not now
the truth is u choose her over me
and u never thought my feelings
my feeling is shits

i wish i could stop loving u so much
i really do

i cared so much
but u don't
u just don't even care about me

its time to let go

130217

he doesn't care about my feelings

i should have know that
i should have know that he never mine

its time to let go
i should let go

110217

i would used to the pain
and
let it be
let it pain
let it go

loving u is my fault at the beginning
trusting u
wanting u
falling u
it's hurt
really

cried for five times
she's right
my bearing sorrow ability increased

i should have know that
u don't love me
u won't love me

i get it
really

070217

i think sometimes the hardest things is
holding on or letting go

i not sure if u still want me in your life
i don't want 'phuket' became the only connection
the only reason why u called me bae

HER
insecure
six sense keeps telling me
u are with her
i don't know what can i do
u gonna mad with me
because i not trust u again
yea x how should i
u not telling me anything
u not replying me
u like them , those guys
who are not interested in me at all
that's how they act like
and u are same as them now
how could i not overthinking

deserve ? you?
what

060217

it's February, time flies

okay , i didnt get to move on from u
i stuck, seriously

i was worried
about everything

people around me giving bad comments
but i still hoping miracle happens
like what i said ,
i was hoping us work
even though they believed i gonna fucked up in the end

your existence was never a plan
a big surprise
and it mess me up
mentally & physically

what is her to you
and so
what am i to you

i trust u from the bottom of heart
but i know that i should't be
i don't know which to choose
because in fact i can do nothing aint i

sometimes i feel like u takes me matter
sometimes i don't
i am in the middle of road
nowhere to go

yea, it's really hard for me to say no
if u asking me now
yes, is my answer
but i have to take it slow

are u my mr.right
i wish u are
yes x i really hoped so

u know i care a lot
but don't take me granted

i can take the pain

lol
acting cool but no

kyr stop fooling yourself around

put your ass up
do what u want to do

stop overthinking


i miss u a lot
but u seem don't care anymore
anyway