130417

okay roughly

its been a month? i didnt really blog
the last one not counted because that's a mess

if u asked me , how have i been
i would say , mess drowning unmotivated
i wrote down 'to do list' in my planner
but i didn't done any of it
procrastinate game strong shit
i know i myself need a break to cool myself down
but i can't see there's a DAY to
tiredness killed
i was exhausted af
and i only realized after the 3hours napping
yes , nap
i feel like i was drowning
and no one is gonna save me
so i have to save myself
BUT idk how
i started to smile over talk
it was like my heart is hurting but i act like nothing
i used to pretend in a good way
but now i can't
keep silent is what i able to react
yea , everyone feels like i gonna get through all of those shits
i will , but not that fast
i not gonna show it out
no point

doimissu
yesido

but i know i just cant anymore
bye '
i see u soon
soon