12012017

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because
last time
i never thought that i would lose u
if i know it earlier
i would follow u anywhere
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this is my actual answer

i realized how much i miss u today
when i saw them on the stage
i desperately hope that we are them
u and i , we both together , on the stage
i wonder if last year , i am how am i like this year
things might me much more different
maybe i am still your love one , u still mine
but , i am clear that past is past
maybe that time we are really not meant to be
but  at that moment,
i really really hope that i able to go back to one year ago
fix
i never know that i fall damn hard into u
but i did
i thought that i am okay with u already
after today , no i am not
u are the first one and maybe the only one
the one I can't forget even though anything
serious anything happened on me
still, i miss u
no matter how cruel u treat me when we broke up
no matter how many guys come into my life
no matter how many times i forced myself to move on
no matter how many times i cried because i miss u too much even that's three months after we broke up
no matter what, yes , my answer still yes , i want u come back to my life
i still want u , no second doubts
however , i know that's just me

u move on , u are doing good right now
i am happy for u
but things which i need to admit is i want to be the reason u good

ugh
today
all those memories flashback flash flash flash from heart into brain again

'u standing besides me'

别妄想了kyr



imy a lot